Have To

from Dedications by Grace Ludmila

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I’ve turned you into an entity
But you’re just another person who’s disappointed me
This morning wish I woke up in your dirty bedroom
Being kissed by you before the class you have at noon

I will mourn all that we could have been
But I’m too strong to let voices in my head win
People are just people
And I try to be one too
I know you’re a good one
That doesn’t always show in what you do
You’re not interchangeable
But I have to change the way I think of you
Of you
Do I have to?

Do I have to?
I don’t want to
(I want you)
I don’t want to
(I want you)
I don’t want to
But I have to

I’m cynical but still believe in love
With someone who knows for sure that I am what they want
I’m lucky to have known you
You stay forever in my brain
I don’t take it lightly that we see the world the same
You’ll never be dispensable
But I have to take time to cleanse myself of you
Of you
I know I have to

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from Dedications, released December 14, 2018

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