I envision all of the ways you could hurt me
While your warm hands are wrapped around my half sleeping body
Planning my own heartbreak so meticulously
I just live in fear
I want to crush you with the weight of my thighs
I wish my feelings weren’t so ugly so much of the time
I bite your nails so I don’t think about mine
At least that’s the method I try
I’m chasing what I have already
Try to preserve the sunsets before they turn to night
I feel like a child
Your touch melts me
Suckling at the teat of you
Absorbing all your truth
I’ve lost my power
Your body’s become an extension of mine
I love to let my fingers explore valleys of your spine
You push in and I want to crawl inside
Make my bed where your organs lie
Sometimes I wish I didn’t know about her
Thoughts I know I shouldn’t have render me completely unsure
Surrounded by her paintings, I try to carve in drawings of my own
Why am I chasing what I have already?
Try to preserve the sunsets before they turn to night
I feel like a child
Your touch melts me
Suckling at the teat of you
Absorbing all your truth
I’ve lost my power
My past fucks me from behind
While my future covers my mouth
I am sure of how I feel about you
It’s everything else that I don’t know about
And I hear whispers in my ear that nothing is impenetrable
And I have no choice but to believe
I want to sink into the water that we watched ripple like paint
Maybe it would bathe us clean
You make me chase what I should have
Try to preserve the sunsets before they turn to night
I feel like a child
Your touch melts me
Suckling at the teat of you
Absorbing all your truth
I've lost my power
I've lost my power
I've lost my power
Blue Mantra Rhymes, aka Ed Cooke, pays tribute to his current home of Bangkok and its folk traditions on this delicate new LP. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 23, 2021
Irish singer-songwriter Sarah E. Cullen bares her heart over pastoral folk arrangements enshrouded in a dream-pop haze. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 29, 2021